I got a car. I'm excited.

Kristin

This is just a thought.......

Have you ever been at a point in your like where you just don't know what to do....not just about one thing but it seems like everything is just out of whack?  I know I've have made mistakes in my life to cause myself problems and I can live with that, but why is it that some of the dumbest mistakes a person can make seem to haunt them forever?

Kristin

Some people really annoy me.........

The computer is back online folks.........woooohoooo.

Oh yeah, Sex and the City is on every night at 10pm on TBS.....this is exciting.......yes, I'm obsessed.

Okay, time to go to the Y and teach little kids how to swim.

Kristin

Well guys.....got some bad news......my computer crashed so I don't
know how much I'll be on aim for the next week.....so you better miss
me!!!

So....I got a job at China Max in the mall, I actually like it which is
very exciting even though tomorrow I am going to be working an 11 hour
shift.....10-9........AHHHH. Anyway, stop by and I'll give you a free
sample of whatever.

Kristin

I got a card in the mail today from our old Chi Omega president Miranda. I read it and couldn't stop crying, I think it's really starting to set in how much I'm really going to miss everyone......this sucks......I miss my sisters and my russell girls

Kristin

I apologize for being so negative lately, I don't know what's wrong with me....

Kristin

If I died would anyone really miss me? I know my parents would, but not for the right reasons all they would miss is yelling at me and telling me what to do all the time and making my life miserable.

Is there really someone out there for everyone and if there is, is there only one? What if we never find that person? I honestly don't think there is "the one" anymore and if there is, all it will lead to is heart ache. Seriously, I look around at everyone I know in a relationship and all they do is fight seriously......that's ALL they do. Why do people put themselves through it? But then again why do I do the same thing? Does love really blind us to that point? Why even be in a relationship if this is how it's going to be, just and endless amount of fights.......it's not worth it.

Note: Today is very pessimistic.

You know what I'm tired of? I'm tired of people trying to make me into someone else and telling me what to do different and how I should look. I'm not a effing barbie doll nor do I ever intend on being one. I may not be perfect but I like me and this is who I am.....and if you don't like the way I am then too bad.....I'm not changing for anyone except myself.

~Kristin